Sick sick sick

Im feeling so so so sick

My stomach feels sick

My head feels sick

No appetite to eat

Fever in the evening

Vomitted twice at night

Feeling empty in the stomach but yet not hungry at all

Cant get myself to sleep

But cant get myself to study too

Hafta kick my emotions away

Been having too much thoughts..fuck

I needa get out of the house tomorrow

Desperate need for some fresh air

I wanna be happy

I feel like crying

I wanna scream my anger out....LOUD

Im driving myself crazy

ARGH....!!!!!!!

Something to cheer myself

I was real sick of having to start studying the moment i wake up

So instead of studying this morning, i went shopping

Online shopping i meant

I'm lemming for cosmetics cause i just broke my Catskers bronzer *boohoo*

Happened to see a friend of mine on the msn who stays in the US..he's nice enough to help me order it online so those stuff will be sent to his place and he will send it to me

I bought....



Catalicious Bronzer from Cats Cosmetics

and


Chic Shine Foil Highlighter in Diva Gold from Girlactik

can't wait for my stuff to arrive...*happy*

Dream or Reality?

I had a dream last night

About someone

It's a dream that seemed too real

So real that I thought it's reality

But when i woke up, I realized that it's only a dream

A dream that will never ever come true

This entry says it all

I'm slowing making my way there

Dragging myself back to shore once again

Feeling so damn tired and pointless to be out drifting in the open sea endlessly

Trying to recover from all the pain and memories

Slow but steady

You know that I'm talking about you

Yes, it's YOU

I used to love you so

But nothing has been said or done from the BOTH of us after whatever that has happened

I guess you just didn't care

I know it's time to let you go

I have to set you free from my mind

To lead a life of my own and not to let myself live my life for you

I hope you will have a good life in the faraway land and cherish it

I really hope you do

Even though every dreams and promises had been shattered

You will always be that special someone in my heart

From now on, good and bad times we had will only be served as beautiful memories

And I am always ready to spread my arms wide open and welcome you back

Not as a lover

But as a friend

Take care my friend

Remember, you are indeed an unique individual

Daddy's birthday

Daddy's birthday is on Tuesday

Mummy said she wanna give daddy a treat

Daddy chose the eating place....Ming Kee Live Seafood Restaurant at Macpherson...recommended place to have seafood



We let Daddy ordered what he wanna eat


From top left: crab beehoon (highly recommended), guiness pork ribs (highly recommended), sambal kangkong and steamed seabass in soya sauce

We fetched sis to Aloha resort after dinner for her company chalet...and we went ah yee's place to collect some stuff

Max is there





I dont usually like maltese

But I love Max

Because he's superly cute =)

And I realized that i'm having too much fun slacking around

It's time to start mugging for exams

Mugging shall start tomorrow...I hope...

ROM Wedding

It's Eunice(huihui) and Daniel's big day...they are going to get ROM-ed today...Venue of the occasion is at Aloha Resort...



I wore my abercrombie tia babydoll tube dress..it took blardy long for the seller to deliver it but came just in time for the occasion....LEA LEA, look!! The GOLD heels...arent you tempted?

I was supposed to reach at 7pm but got there at 8pm..it was so hard to get a cab because cabbies were changing shift and they refused to stop for me...I waited for like 20 mins man...and when I finally got onto one..the cabby doesnt know where Aloha Resort is and so it took me blardy long to reach there as well

Anyway, it was kind of a unique ROM...instead of having to queue for 1-2 hours at Fort Canning to say "I DO", they had the solemnisation ceremony at the resort itself...


Before it starts

Luckily I wasnt too late to miss out the solemnisation..



The wedding cake was baked by Eunice herself..she studied bakery in SHATEC and I think it's damn cool to be baking your own wedding cake...can get to feel the wedding bliss while baking it...and also, she made brownies as door gifts for everyone...I ate it away but forgot to take a photo of it...


Bride & bridegroom cutting the cake


Me and the beautiful bride...

I feel so happy for her... =)

I left at 930pm to meet Roy..he mentioned to me about a pub in Mhotel and he's bringing me there tonight...but the pub was closed for a private function..so we have to end up at Alley bar..



I ordered frozen strawberry margarita..and he had beer...

After that, we had supper at Thomson road prata..



Almost every photo I took with him are with his eyes closed...haa

Though we are friends now but everytime I see him, I feel so guilty for how I treated him...I had done too many evil things....and it's time for some self-reflection...again...